I feel ugly today. Undesirable. Just reblogged a bunch of art of buff, tone guys and I’m like… I don’t look like that. It makes me feel like a failure.
I wanna go to the gym and work out and eat better and sleep better and all that shit. But when it comes down to actually doing those things, I find that I’m only really doing it for other people. I want to be in shape so people will look at me and lust after me, not because I want to be healthy.
And then I remind myself that I’m never going to have a significant other, so what’s the point? Who cares, if I don’t? It’s so hard to change, so much easier to just not. So why bother getting in shape? At the end of the day, nobody cares.
i read the hobbit in 3rd grade and i thought it was really lame. however i liked bilbo baggins for some reason and i was fully convinced he was some sort of rabbit/mouse thing until i saw the lotr movies and was really, really confused
